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Check out Chloe’s puppy blog

6 November 2009 · Leave a Comment

Several people in the last few days have asked me, “Where have you been?”  With a quizzical look, I’ve considered this question and realized my life is all about puppies!  I have five gorgeous little rug rats running around the apartment, and one very exhausted and attention-deprived momma chihuahua keeping me up nights.

I just finished a couple of midterms, and now look forward to Thanksgiving, seeing old friends in Philadelphia, finally seeing “Dirty Dancing” and meeting some very important parents.  After that, I’ll be wrapping up the fall semester of my Senior year.  How did I become a senior again! ?  The last 3.5 years have just flown by, in the same way the last 5.5 weeks with puppies has.  And folks, there isn’t a second I would change.  OK, most seconds I wouldn’t change, but you know what I mean.

As for my latest computer project, I have designed a blog for Chloe’s 5 puppies.  It’s for advertisement purposes, but I’ve really had fun with it!  Take a look and tell me what you think.  Better yet, tell me which puppy you want to buy!!!!

DOGGIES IN THE WINDOW, a blog

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Home again and where has the time gone

30 October 2009 · Leave a Comment

It’s been a very eventful fall here in New Jersey.  It’s overcast today, like it’s been for the entire Reading Week.  The Phillies are tied with the Yankees after game 2 of the World Series.  In general, the economy is either getting just a little bit better or just a little bit worse.  And I have 5 puppies in my apartment!

See the Puppies For Sale page!  They are adorable!

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Final countdown

5 August 2009 · Leave a Comment

With less than two weeks left on the official internship duty roster, I find still so much left to do here.  I think this must be the way of all presby churches, so much to do, so little time, so many committees.

With my remaining time, I plan to finalize some details and pubilcity for the October event planned at the church, work on my PTS final appraisal, figure out how to pack up everything, and make sure to see all the folks I want to before I leave Tucson.  One day at a time, right folks!

Peace to you, wherever you may be!

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Gazpacho Soup

3 August 2009 · Leave a Comment

ONE (John 6:24-35 / Eph 4: 1-16) 

I made gazpacho soup this week.  Tuesday morning, I went down to the outdoor Farmer’s Market at our Community Food Bank here in Tucson.  That’s where one of our companeros, Melissa, does what she is called now to do.  At the market, I bought tomatoes, cucumbers, garlic, red and green peppers, and an onion, each one a unique flavor & each one necessary to create the desired outcome for my soup.

I spent several hours that night preparing the soup using one of those infomercial hand-operated vegetable slicer/crusher things.  Now I realize I could have made the soup much faster and easier with an electric something-or-other, but I wanted to do justice to my vegetables and let each one play its part in the mix. 

First, I chopped a few peppers, then I added some cucumbers, next the garlic.  I tasted it, then chopped and mixed another pepper and some tomatoes.  As each ingredient was added, I could see the progression of the soup and smell it throughout the house, all the different vegetables maturing into one wholly new thing, this summer soup.

As I mentioned, I spent several hours making the soup, so by the time we sat down to eat it, both Liz and I were starving.  Yet that soup was worth every second of the wait.  It had gone from a variety of vegetables, grown in different gardens and picked by different hands, slowly prepared into a wonderful supper.  And when we ate it, it didn’t take much to fill us up.

Eating is an unusual necessity when you think about it.  We make so much of how we prepare our food, when we have the time and the resources to do so.  But for those without time and resources, the price is what might help make the decision on what’s for lunch.  And still, for others, there is no choice to the food they eat at all.  Tucson’s homeless can get free meals almost every day of the week, but it’s first come, first serve, and there is not choice on what’s for dinner.  You take it as it comes.

So for that crowd in Capernaum, they took the loaves and the fish, and it says, they even eat their fill.  But one meal is never enough to satisfy human hunger.  This crowd we read about this morning, the one that went to Capernaum looking for Jesus was hungry again. 

Hunger is a unique sensation, unlike other physical pains.  Hunger builds, slowly effecting the body in an almost unrecognizable way, until at some point, it becomes truly painful, and yet, at the same time, leaves the person a sense that there is a hole right in the middle of the belly.  The feeling like something is missing. It can be a dull ache, but left unattended, that dull ache can spread slowly across every function of the body.  Hunger slows us down, dulls our senses, makes us think less clearly.

However, many of us in this modern age rushing around, skipping meals here and there, we promise to eat after do just one more thing.  But then, because we’re already hungry to begin with, our minds aren’t working at full capacity so we forget we promised ourselves we would eat.  And that untreated hunger worsens!

Our already-dulled senses prevents us from recognizing all that is happening around us, all the opportunities.  Our thinking is not only less clear, we start jumping to conclusions.  We start assuming… and we all know what kind of trouble we can get into when we start to assume!  But still, without food, there’s that ache, that growing sense of emptiness.  That hole (use hands to symbolize a hole, make a circle) in center of who we are.

Fed once by Jesus’ miracle, for a time that hole was filled for people in that crowd.  But no one can survive upon one meal alone!  So the crowd asked Jesus for more, not with words of respect and awe, praise on their lips, but like beggars, like immature children.

So when Jesus answered them, it is not only to awaken their senses to the fact that they missed his miraculous deed by feeding them so much from so little, but it is also to show them his love.  He tells them there is so much more that he has to offer them than simply a bit of bread.  And it’s not through trickery or deceitful scheming that Christ offers this satisfaction when he tells the people, “do not work for food that perishes, but for the food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you.”

But like any of us, they ask “What sign are you going to give us then, so that we may see it and believe you?  What work are you going to perform?”  With Jesus making such a grand statement, the people want to see him perform a show, prove beyond a shadow of a doubt that his claim is true.  They can’t just trust that this man is offering the gift of eternal life, and how “whoever comes to Jesus will never be hungry, and whoever believes in Jesus will never be thirsty.”  His claim is not good enough.  Belief in this idea is not strong enough.  They ask him for proof.

They were fed through the power of the Holy Father, the One God of Israel.  And what they were given for nourishment, what they were offered, brothers and sisters, was a meal of wholeness.  The Bread of Life: the incarnation of the Word.  They were given Christ!  But because hunger still weighed upon them, many there were too dull to see it.  Their ears were too cotton to hear it.  Their thoughts were too focused upon their net meal to see the milagro standing before them!  Jesus only said “come” and “believe,” but for many it didn’t connect.

Belief is a unique sensation, unlike other psychological states of mind.  Especially when we are talking about believing in Christianity.  Take the name of this church for example, Trinity Presbyterian Church:  The name of our church pretty much sums up our theological viewpoint.  We are a democratically-structured, community of faithful believers in a Triune God, a God of three forms.  That is what we believe.  That is complicated.  We believe there is a God who exists outside of everything, because God made everything.  And we believe Jesus is God incarnate, God in human form, with human pain and hunger.  And then we even believe God is the Holy Spirit who exists in a very fluid way, within and throughout our lives.  Three parts to one God.

So Paul, in his letter to the Ephesians, explains to his brothers and sisters in the faith about this One God.  He describes things for us like this.  He hopes we can go through life, collecting humility, and gentleness, with patience.  He throws in the suggestion that we bear with one another in love, making the effort to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.  Each of us, he explains, is called to something, given grace according to the measure of Christ’s gifts, an apostle, some prophets, some butchers, some bakers, come candlestick makers, each one offering her or his unique flavor & each one necessary to create the desired outcome for the Kingdom of God.

God has spent several billion-gazillion years preparing the Kingdom using “wisdom and understanding.”  God could have made the Kingdom much faster and easier “through trickery or deceitful scheming,” but God has chosen to do justice to our gift of free will and let each one of us play our part in the mix for that “time when all things reach fulfillment.”

Humanity is starving for something that will fill that hole, and Jesus offers it to us.  The church is our chance to help build up the body of Christ, one body, one Spirit, one Lord, one Faith & one baptism, until all of us come to the unity of faith, and the knowledge of the Son of Man.  As we learn to pray, and to confess our need for the Bread of Life, and as we begin sharing the Word of Life, the Scriptures, and as we offer our thanksgiving, we will mature into that knowledge that Jesus is offering us.  While we were yet hungry, the One God who is above all and though all and in all was preparing for us the table.  When we eat from the Lord’s table, each part of our body, each part of our church body, is reenergized so that it may work property, that food helping to promote “the body’s growth in building itself up in love.”

There is a popular song that speaks to this learning.  It’s about filling that hungry hole together, with each other – the lyrics go like so:

One love, one blood, one life; You got to do what you should. One life with each other, Sisters, Brothers, One life.  One life, but we’re not the same. We get to carry each other. Carry each other. ONE LIFE. One.” (U2, 1992) 

Speaking the truth in love, Jesus said to the crowd, I am the Bread of Life.  Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”  To this, we think we should say “Give us this bread always, Amen!

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A Peek at My ‘Inbox’

8 July 2009 · 1 Comment

I received the following email today, and I wanted to share it with you.

THE QUESTION THAT CHANGED MY LIFE
              -by David Ryser

A number of years ago, I had the privilege of teaching at a school of ministry.  My students were hungry for God, and I was constantly searching for ways to challenge them to fall more in love with Jesus and to become voices for revival in the Church.  I came across a quote attributed most often to Rev. Sam Pascoe.  It is a short version of the history of Christianity, and it goes like this:

Christianity started in Palestine as a fellowship;
  it moved to Greece and became a philosophy;
  it moved to Italy and became an institution;
  it moved to Europe and became a culture;
  it came to America and became an enterprise.

Some of the students were only 18 or 19 years old–barely out of diapers–and I wanted them to understand and appreciate the import of the last line, so I clarified it by adding, “An enterprise. That’s a business.”

After a few moments Martha, the youngest student in the class, raised her hand.  I could not imagine what her question might be. I thought the little vignette was self-explanatory, and that I had performed it brilliantly.  Nevertheless, I acknowledged Martha’s raised hand, “Yes, Martha..”

She asked such a simple question, “A business?  But isn’t it supposed to be a body?”

I could not envision where this line of questioning was going, and the only response I could think of was, “Yes.”

She continued, “But when a body becomes a business, isn’t that a prostitute?”

The room went dead silent.  For several seconds no one moved or spoke.  We were stunned, afraid to make a sound because the presence of God had flooded into the room, and we knew we were on holy ground.  All I could think in those sacred moments was, “Wow, I wish I’d thought of that.”  I didn’t dare express that thought aloud.  God had taken over the class.

Martha’s question changed my life.  For six months, I thought about her question at least once every day.  “When a body becomes a business, isn’t that a prostitute?”
 
There is only one answer to her question.  The answer is “Yes.”
 
The American Church , tragically, is heavily populated by people who do not love God. How can we love Him? We don’t even know Him; and I mean really know Him.

I stand by my statement that most American Christians do not know God–much less love Him. The root of this condition originates in how we came to God.  Most of us came to Him because of what we were told He would do for us. We were promised that He would bless us in life and take us to heaven after20death.  We married Him for His money, and we don’t care if He lives or dies as long as we can get His stuff.  We have made the Kingdom of God into a business, merchandising His anointing.
 
This should not be.  We are commanded to love God, and are called to be the Bride of Christ—that’s pretty intimate stuff.  We are supposed to be His lovers.  How can we love someone we don’t even know?  And even if we do know someone, is that a guarantee that we truly love them?  Are we lovers or prostitutes?

I was pondering Martha’s question again one day, and considered the question, “What’s the difference between a lover and a prostitute?” I realized that both do many of the same things, but a lover does what she does because she loves.  A prostitute pretends to love, but only as long as you pay.  Then I asked the question, “What would happen if God stopped paying me?”

For the next several months, I allowed God to search me to uncover my motives for loving and serving Him.
 
   Was I really a true lover of God?
   What would happen if He stopped blessing me?
   What if He never did another thing for me? Would I still love Him?

Please understand—I believe in the promises and blessings of God. The issue here is not whether God blesses His children; the issue is the condition of my heart.  Why do I serve Him?  Are His blessings in my life the gifts of a loving Father, or are they a wage that I have earned or a bribe/payment to love Him?  Do I love God without any conditions?
 
It took several months to work through these questions. Even now I wonder if my desire to love God is always matched by my attitude and behavior.  I still catch myself being disappointed with God and angry that He has not met some perceived need in my life. I suspect this is s omething which is never fully resolved, but I want more than anything else to be a true lover of God.

So what is it going to be?  Which are we—lover or prostitute?

There are no prostitutes in heaven, or in the Kingdom of God for that matter, but there are plenty of former prostitutes in both places.  Take it from a recovering prostitute when I say there is no substitute for unconditional, intimate relationship with God.  And I mean there is no palatable substitute available to us (take another look at Matthew 7:21-23 sometime).
 
We must choose.  Honor God.
 
Dr. David Ryser.

~  “YOU SHALL BE HOLY, FOR I AM HOLY.”  ~ 1 Pet.1:14-16

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How to Help the Homeless

16 June 2009 · Leave a Comment

A homeless person doesn’t have an address.  This man or woman does not receive junk mail.  This person doesn’t receive political campaign fliers about how to vote.  This person may not have a cell phone so this person cannot leave a number for someone to call them back.  A homeless person cannot put their address and phone number on a resume or job application when applying for a job.  With no place to contact this person, no one is going to call them back for an interview, much less to hire that person.

A homeless person without an ID can’t apply for assistance from a government office.  A homeless person without a TB Test card can’t sleep at a shelter.  Without these basic documents, a homeless person is restricted from many civil services that you and I who do not need these services at the moment take for granted.

Agencies that aid homeless and impoverished people in our communities want to help people, but they also deserve to be protected.  This is part of the reason ids are required before services can be offered.  Some homeless people are just looking for handouts and do not want to live within the same legal structure as others, but that doesn’t mean all homeless people are “on the take.”  Agencies are just there, they are built and supported by people like you and me who want to help people, and there are plenty of people out there who need help.  It’s just that not all of them have ids.

If you want to help a homeless person, or if you are asked for help by someone who is homeless, find out if they have an id.  If not, suggesting how they can get an id may be a way you can help them more than a small hand-out will. 

DO YOUR HOMEWORK:  Find out where the closest motor vehicles department (DMV/MVD) is located and learn how to give directions to it.  They won’t be applying for a driver’s license, but they can apply for a state-accepted photo identification card taht will provide them access to government-provided services.  By pointing someone in this direction you may be helping them gain some much-needed status in our society. 

FREE ADVICE IS JUST THAT:  Getting a government id means you put your name “in the system.”  Not every person who is homeless wants to be found or tracked.  Offering advice on how to get an id is just an offer.  Each individual has the right to their own opinion.  You may get an ear-full for even suggesting it.  Ask first if a person has an id.  If they say no, ask if they’ve ever needed one while they were on the streets.  Most homeless are way more knowledgeable about these things than you or I, mainly out of necessity.  Don’t be offended if they aren’t interested.  Don’t talk to strange people if you are uncomfortable.  And finally, don’t forget that homeless people are not so different than you or I.  In fact, I often wonder how much more I owe in credit and loans than the average homeless person.  Whose laughing then!

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Give Me Shelter

4 June 2009 · Leave a Comment

This is an ongoing list of homeless shelter links around the US. It can only grow more as I hear about new programs.  So please share a link with me to add here!

ARIZONA:

CALIFORNIA:

  • Shelter Network, San Mateo County – (Recommended by a friend)
  • Momentum for Mental Health, San Jose area – (Recommended by a friend)

MARYLAND:

  • Giving Back - Annapolis, Baltimore, WDC – (Recommended by a classmate)

NEW JERSEY:

NEW MEXICO:

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The Church and New Digs

3 June 2009 · Leave a Comment

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Memorial Garden

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The Choir of Angels

13 April 2009 · 1 Comment

Dear Readers,

Christians around the world celebrate something very special today, faith in the resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth following His gruesome death on a Roman cross.

There are too many churches, too many denominations, too many forms of what we call church to list them here.  Today, however, I drove from Princeton to Bound Brook to attend my church 35 miles away,and along the way, I saw church parking lots brimming over with cars at Baptist, Catholic, Methodist, Ukrainian Orthodox and even my own Presbyterian church.  It filled me with a sense of community, knowing we all share this faith, even people whom I may never meet, and especially family & friends whom I could not see this year.

Today is Easter, and as I sat thinking about the Gospel stories, I let myself imagine what it must have been like for all the seraphim, cherubin, angels and archangels.  That must have been the most fantastic of heavenly parties!  Imagination is a gift from the Creator so I use it to invision these things:  the lucky angels who came to role away the stone, the one who got to fold the clothes and lay them upon the place where Jesus had just stood, alive.  The choirs of angels singing! 

I heard Handel’s “Alleluia” twice this weekend.  I imagine the great chorus of humanity standing in heaven, all in cute little choir robes of the colors of the world, holding their songbooks, singing this song of praise with the perfection of crystal voices, the 1st soprano notes bouncing off the clouds (granted this is one those old-fashioned heaven scenes).  Then. as the choir sings the final notes and lower their songbooks, they look up to God and the angels as if to say, “What do you think?”  And then the angels stand together, feathers ruffling amongst each other, no songbooks, no robes, just brilliance radiating from inside them, as Gabriel or the Music Director says,  “That was very nice.  Would you like to hear what we sang on the day Jesus conquered death?”

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With that, I give you a poem, written by a friend, Anon.  Thank you HSS for sharing this with me.  I am hoping you will be happy to share it with the world.  To cyerspace: Enjoy and peace of Christ be with you!

Happy Resurrection Day
 
Once upon a Christ-born night,
 the Angels sang with all their might!
Filled with awe and reverant fear,
 raised their trumpets, drawing ever so near.
Waiting to see the Master’s Best,
 knowing that He came to redeem mankind and nothing less.
They came to Shepherd’s watching their flock by night,
 so humble and meek, not wanting to fight.
Unlike the Pharisees, pompous and wity,
 missed This Redemptive Saviour, O what a pity!
They pondered and planned an insurrection,
 not knowing This Saviour’s resurrection.
Shiloh had come right to their door.
 There was no need to look further any more.
Complete Truth was wrapped in swaddling clothes,
 When He came as a substitute for man’s sinful woes.
 
Be blessed.
HSS

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What the “RSS”?

9 April 2009 · Leave a Comment

Seriously, you have to love the genius of some of this tech stuff…  

For all of you who already knew what the “RSS” in RSS Feed stood for, stop reading now.  Besides I know you found out the same way I did, by looking at wikipedia!  Don’t deny it!

Mom, Dad, Friends – when you see this symbol:

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That little orange square with the two white curves and a dot.  It is usually a hyperlink to subscribe to an RSS feed.  ”RSS” means “Really Simple Syndication” according to today’s wikipedia entry.  K.I.S.S.!

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